Stay Alive (ain't over 'til it's over)

 

Survive (for The Committee: Stay Alive)

Written By: DeMaster Thomas

March 20, 2001

(Group rap verses)

Hook (sing vocals)

And no matter what they do, take whatever comes to you-just stay alive.

(Oh you got to stay alive, do what you got to do to survive)

No matter what they say, take whatever comes your way-just stay alive.

(Oh you got to stay alive, do what you got to do to survive)

Bridge

Now just remember there’ll be times when

It’s got you feeling like you’re running from your life and

You think you have nowhere to turn (to turn)

There is so much more to learn (Oh)

And when the road looks all up hill

And the pain hard to kill

You’ve got to remember to pray

God will be with you always. (Hey)

And now you’re seeing that the light is

So much brighter than you ever thought it was and

Embrace your fears in all its strife (its life)

It’s getting better all the time!

(mix riff over hook lead in)

We know now, or have some idea that this is how it’s done. God is essentially “uploading” your consciousness into a new “suit” just like moving data on a flash drive from on computer to another; organically, this is your “brain.” The brain is the greatest supercomputer known to humankind. Well it would make sense, it’s God’s creation of the organically perfect hard drive/motherboard/processor – with the fastest graphics and audio visual interface card ever. Not to mention the “years” of countless historical data being stored on that thing. In a perfect world, it’s a good chance the human mind could have been nearly endless in its possibilities but since we are in the ‘broken-fallen’, we are stupid, dumb, make horrible decisions, fill our bodies with poisons, toxins, incredibly bad choices, ideas, material and substances, only to deteriorate damage and destroy the only true super-computer we have: our minds. Not realizing or simply caring enough that in that head of ours lies the pineal gland, the WI-FI antenna to GOD; the literal housing box casing for the human soul. No different than the microchip inside the Intel circuit in your computer. It. holds. Everything.

And unfortunately, because we are seeing it in our lifetimes being simulated, copied, imitated by the demons and their followers, we blindly give credit to such abominations and atrocities to humans and their fallen angels they worship; instead of giving glory to GOD. It’s a huge fat slap in the face with a capital F-U to steal another person’s work, lie about it, brag about it, confess that you did it and then still don’t care! Instead, you gaslight, rub it in their face and tell them, nobody gives a shit, what are you going to do about it?!

This is what satan does to God every waking second of every day. steals his ideas, makes them his own, lies to the humans and says they’re his ideas, not God’s, then gaslights the humans by saying ‘he doesn’t exist’, the humans invented the technologies and advances themselves! Like some sick sadistic silent partner investor inventor that wants all the rewards and only ‘some’ of the credit. Geesh. What a world we live in. anyway…

We see it done first by fallen angels and the anti-christ, many will be fooled into believing ‘uploading’ or ‘downloading’ one’s ‘consciousness’ or ‘soul’ (sentient/knowledge of self and others) into A.I. the fake human meat suit or plastic synthetic silicone body that looks like a mannequin is NOT and never will replace the real thing! All that metal and wires, turning the organic human into a walking talking laptop or cellphone is not new! It is not! Satan has been manipulating the organic matter of everything God created on earth, since their fall from heaven to earth! They have been doing this ever since they got here!

The ‘human-like’ beings before Adam, the dinosaurs, fauns, sintars, fairies, vampires, werewolves, aliens, or course, giants or nephilim and the list goes on and on! they have been fucking up creation since day one of their rebellion! And I mean across the board! Not an ounce of water, air or land in our existence has gone without their poison cancerous manipulation and destruction! They, along with the stupid humans that followed them, literally managed to break everything damn thing they touch from birth to death! What the F – make it make sense, who does that?! Oh wait. The Devil and his flock. Thanks, fallen angels and corrupt humans for making the God-loving people fucking miserable since Adam and Eve. Appreciate it. you did a bang-up job. Now go rot in the abyss under hell where you belong. You and all your friends.

 Everything the devil and wayward people do that is blasphemous to God leads up one step closer to hell. Lab grown meat/vegetables. Altered water solutions. Synthetic medicines. Manipulated weather/air quality. Destroyed our farms, food, air and water, made us sick, killed us off like pigs to the slaughter. Took away our housing, our economy, our mental physical emotional abuse has reached a scale only God can measure.

But thankfully, God gave us His only Son, to step in, clean it up and make it all new again. This indescribably horrid existence we live in now, will also pass. And as for me, it couldn’t come soon enough. That’s not science fiction; that’s Bible Fact.

-DeMaster Thomas, 2001-2023

 

 

 

Isaiah 43:19

English Standard Version

¹⁹ Behold, I am doing a new thing;
    now it springs forth, do you not perceive it?
I will make a way in the wilderness
    and rivers in the desert.

Revelation 21:5

English Standard Version

⁵ And he who was seated on the throne said, “Behold, I am making all things new.” Also he said, “Write this down, for these words are trustworthy and true.”

New Heavens and a New Earth

¹⁷ “For behold, I create new heavens
    and a new earth,
and the former things shall not be remembered
    or come into mind.

Hey baby, what's your sign? STOP RIGHT THERE!

 

IF YOU ARE A CHRISTIAN, SAY NO TO ZODIAC SIGNS!

Don't worry, it's not your fault, here's why...

one thing we can be sure of, is the astrological calendar is a lie. The zodiac chart is also a lie. Long story short, (I know, too late), there are 12 oceans, 12 months, each according to their own. Each demi-god assigned themselves to a month of the year and claimed “ownership” of the humans born in that month.

So, when you assign a zodiac sign to yourself, you are assigning your spiritual master to yourself. Without knowing it, you are stating service to a fallen angel, not to ELOHIM, the Creator. I know it’s a lot to accept and unpack. That is why it will not be done here, but instead, be addressed in a separate study.

*this is from the separate study* I finished it July 22, 2022*

THE POWER OF “12”

12 disciple apostles

1.       Simon (Peter)

2.       Andrew (simons brother)

3.       James of Zebedee

4.       John (james brother)

5.       Philip

6.       Bartholomew

7.       Thomas

8.       Matthew

9.       James of Alphaeus

10.   Thaddaeus

11.   Simon the Zealot

12.   Judas Iscariot (the betrayer)

 

The gates

New Jerusalem has 12 gates that lead into the city

Here's an illustration of where the gates are:

1500 miles high / wide = equal to New York to Texas

So New Jerusalem is roughly half the size of the USA

 

The original 360 day calendar is broken up into “12” months = 30 days each

From 1 eve to 1 eve or sunset to sunset is 1 day. 365 day calendar + long or short months is NOT of God. Satan/humans changed it and changed his day of Sabbath. It also alters how “old” you “really” are.

Under 360 day calander, there is NO horoscopes – that is of the devil/man. NOT God.

Satan replaced the 12 disciple apostles with his own demi god minions:

 

1.       January is from Janus (demon) fallen angel of protection

2.       February is from “Februalia” (period of cleansing)

3.       March is from Mars (demon) fallen angel of war

4.       April is from “Aperio” (to bud new life) it is also the 1^st day of the new year on GOD’S calendar – this is the REAL NEW YEAR! Not January 1^st. April 1^st is the CORRECT new year.

5.       May is from “Maia” (demoness) fallen angel of agriculture and horticulture

6.       June is from “Juno” (demoness) fallen angel to service of young people, mostly women 

7.       July is from Julius Caesar, who changed God’s calendar after Nimrod but before Gregory

8.       August is from Augustus Caesar, grandnephew of Julius around 14 AD

9.       September is from Septem which is “seven” NOT “nine” totally out of order/contradictory*

10.   October is from “octo” which is “eight” NOT “ten” again, out of order/contradictory*

11.   November is from “novem” which is “nine” NOT “eleven!” all from early Roman calendars*

12.   December is from “decem” which is “ten” NOT “twelve”, again, from early Roman calendar

 

It would seem to me that since we can’t correct the day hour month year of every ancestor before us to get the correct day we were “REALLY” born, just starting from “your” birthday, you could see that here: if you were born in May, 1973 – may, 2022 = 49 years on the Satanic World Calendar. On God’s original calendar, without doing the “hard math” well, too late, take 365 x 49 = 17,885; 360 x 49 = 17,640. This is 245 days “younger” than the “world” says you are! 365 – 245 = 120 days or 4 months. So theoretically, you are approx. 4 months “younger” on God’s calendar than you are on the “World” calendar.

 

At an attempt to do the hard math, 2022 years / 360 =

5.61 months x 2022 = 11,356 days / 365 = 31.11 years or 2022 – 31.11 = 1990; to round up (or down) it’s NOT ACTUALLY 2022! It’s 1991!! J (mind. Blown.) right now. As I’m typing this, it’s NOT July 22, 2022, instead, it’s approx.: July 18, 1991!. So wait. In theory, if that’s the case, then, to GOD, a 49 year old person, born in 1973, is NOT 49 years old, that person is only 18 YEARS OLD!  And actually, based on everything else we claim to know about the powers and principles of time, space, distance and relational awareness in linear time, that would actually makes that on Earth, a human born in May 1973, is actually March 1973 and is not 49, they’re 18 in Heaven! When I say “heaven” I’m speaking of where the Living God resides and where time was originated. Another story for another day. So the point of all this was to point out more “truth” vs. “lies”. To humankind, we are old, to GOD, we are young. An easier way to look at it is, take any year whenever and subtract 30 years , there you go!. If a person is 30 years on earth, it is the equivalent of a new born in Heaven.

This also makes perfect sense seeing as how when Adam or first human was created, the age proximity of the flesh suit the soul was placed in was equivalent to that of a person of approximately “30” years old. This also supports how ‘Adam’ was approx. 55-60 years old in human years when ‘Eve’ was created, NOT BORN!. She would have been literally HALF his age in human years ie 30 years old! I’ve heard some say “Adam was around 50 years old and she would have been created with the body of a 25 year old…well, that makes sense! Even with my calculations, at 60 / 30 , yes, Adam 60 years old, Eve 30 years old. It adds up! Let’s move on.

 

So. Here’s my thoughts. In New Jerusalem and in the days thereafter, instead of being under the rule of “12 fallen angels” under the head of one prideful serpent,  a fallen cherub or a worldly anti-christ ; instead, we will be under guidance and government of a whole just sovereign kingship with a new set of laws and bodies: a Cabinet NOT  a camarilla, will rule swiftly and in accordance to God’s Law on Earth as it is in His Heavenly place. This is the promise set forth in the “Lords Prayer” taught to us by the Son of God (Yeshuah / Jesus). As we uncovered long ago in these studies, it’s been “him” the whole time, since the beginning of the age and it will end with him , ruling for all time at the end of the age. It could look something like this:

 

Surpreme Court : New Jerusalem replaced Old Jerusalem, surrounding that new 1500 miles x 1500 miles territories that used to be housed in between Syria, Egypt, Saudi Arabia and Iraq.   This is now roughly replacing everything from : Turkey > Libya > Sudan/Ethopia > Yemen > Iran and Turkey! (whew, im tired just thinking about 1.9 million square miles of space that new Holy City takes up!

 

12 NEW continents: aka New Earth – now surround this “New Holy City” territories and immediately to the north south east and west are governed by the 12 tribes of Isreal:

 

Will work in association with the cooperation of the 12 disciple apostles hierarchy and each continent will report up from there , similar to how God originally set up the chain of command in the beginning.

 

There WILL BE law and order and GOD intended on NEW EARTH as it is in Heaven

Powers : local city / county governmental services

Dominions: State level officials ie legislature day to day operations mayors etc

Thrones: justice and authority  ie senate and congress – governors and the like

Cherub: guardians ie the “feds” represents your Country level leadership services

Seraphim: this is where the 12 disciple apostles come in: 1 LEVEL lower than Supreme Court

GOD: aka New Jerusalem : home of the living King the Christ Messiah, alive and well, running the show, making all the final decisions and calls on everything under his Kingship

This is where SUPREME LAW is handed down to all 12 tribes or continents of New Earth and all laws and orders are kept in accordance therein.

 

So. In conclusion, we may find ourselves , in New Jerusalem and on New Earth, under a completely NEW time keeping system, NOT like the linear one we have now, reflecting the original however in it’s restored glory and say , Hey! I was actually born on the 5^th day of Sivan, NOT MAY 10^TH! J  and my real age when I died was NOT 90 years old, it was 60! Geez. We  truly were on earth for a good time not a long time and some say J

And when you get discouraged ‘worrying’ about when Jesus will return to bring us all this which Our Father in Heaven has promised will soon come to pass, remember, “ Psalm 90:4

New International Version

⁴ A thousand years in your sight
    are like a day that has just gone by,
    or like a watch in the night.

2 Peter 3:8

New International Version

⁸ But do not forget this one thing, dear friends: With the Lord a day is like a thousand years, and a thousand years are like a day.

All things in HIS time, NOT ours. We may grow temporarily old under this ‘worldly calendar’ but we will be eternally ‘young’ under the new calendar, no one person ever physically appearing to be over the average age of 30-35 years old! As if we needed anything else to look forward to. God is good. Let it be so. 

-July 22, 2022, D. A. Thomas

THE BUSINESS OF "YOU"

 

Pay attention to detail. But do not get caught up so much on the small things that you lose sight of the bigger picture. Have a healthy balance of focus. Remember the goal. Have sprit. Be a pioneer and manage your risk.

(Ok but it’s 2023 now and well what the hell was the goal? I wrote that journal entry in 2010, I don’t know what the goal was-maybe it will reveal itself later)

Let’s switch gears for a moment and look solely at business. It’s not often that I talk about the business of business. This is a good place to talk about capital. Capital in-and-of itself is a good thing. It’s what gives the leader ownership, wealth, financial establishment and commercial prosperity.

(There’s no such thing as “self-made” wealth. Everyone needs someone at some point in order to be successful. No one is an island unto oneself.)

Capital as a plus can threaten price levels, causing soft market or causing a drive down in pricing. Less capital, as a negative, causes prices to rise-otherwise known as a hard market. Examples of success in a soft market: Southwest Airlines, Wal-Mart, and many other “similar” low-cost big operations “low price” leaders.

Just like your personal life, a stabilized foundation rears growth and expansion which leads to lucrative rewards, healthy networks and positive relationships. You can use the six-sigma method at this point. Until then, create, modify and execute the master plan. Leave room for freedom of imagination and new ideas.

Buzz words in your daily biz vocab will include: ratios, bottom line, top line, T-charts, etcetera. For every dollar spent, the goal is obviously to make a profit and get back your dollars plus some. Example: $1.00 to $1.23. Profit.

In the end, the entire concept is still a hustle. Ultimately, all of us in the working world are hustlers in our own right. Like the song says, whether you’re using your mind or nine – you’re still a hustler – whether you’re in them books or you’re a crook, you’re still a hustler. (I can’t recall if it’s from Tupac or Snoop Dogg or some other West Coast rap song. But anyway.) Same game, just a different way to play it, that’s all. Remember, the basics of street knowledge. For every business – large and small, the most important element is you.

If you wanted to be successful in business you would continuously develop, promote and market your product. Why not do the same with you. You are the product.

(Kanye West/Jay – Z: Diamonds from Sierra Leone Remix…” I’m not a businessman, I’m a business, man…)

Treat yourself with the same level of, if not more, time, dedication and care. Promote quality. Promote service. Invite constructive feedback and remember to always act with integrity. Blessed and greater is the one whose success is gained from fair practices in personal and professional ventures. Positive input produces positive output.

A liar, a cheat and a thief have only failure, destruction and pain to look forward to. Negatively manipulating the system to turn a dollar, only produces bad profit. So instead, seek to turn “good” profit. Make a commitment to being effective. Continue to grow by intuitive innovation. 

Remember, “bad” profit is short-term. “Good” profit is long-term. Make the best of it and it will last.

-11/2006

CONFIDENCE = PASSION

 

Confidence. In its true essence, is a strong, positive character trait. When used as God intended, it creates a stable level of stability and more importantly - - control. Confidence is control. Not control of others, but self-control. Self-control leads to the fulfillment of self-purpose. The fulfillment of purpose is the fulfillment of passion. Passion is purpose. No passion – no purpose. The force behind the passion is commitment. Commit to the purpose and satisfy the passion. If I am committed to nothing – I will get nothing in return. I will get back what I put in. But if I commit to my purpose, with passion, it is the fulfillment of passion I will gain in return.

Reality

 

HIDING MY REALITY

While visions of sugar plums danced in the head, 

wondered would it matter if living or dead. 

Some fat, some skinny, some short, some tall; no matter the song – 

danced with them all.

Moments bitter, memories sweet; enchanted in illustrious delight to meet; 

sweeping willows from their head to their feet.

 

Feared yesterday to come and say goodbye, not nary a heart did nil draw nigh.

They came and they went, didn’t give it much thought. 

The problem or the solution. 

Of both, I was a part. I suppose, on the relationship, it just depends, 

but either way, they all came to an end.

You laugh and point the finger at the lonely old man. 

Sure, I’m Single Income, No Kids, what of it? A meme? 

This generation knows nothing of true heartbreak, it seems.

Today, everything’s merely nothing more than a click or a view. 

But what about the person. What about the real you?

Oh, that’s the part you try to hide, deep down inside. 

But just remember, from yourself and from God, you cannot hide.

-DeMaster Thomas, 4/29/23

SINK (?)

 

While visions of sugar plums danced in the head, 

wondered would it matter if living or dead. 

Some fat, some skinny, some short, some tall; 

no matter the song – danced with them all.

Moments bitter, memories sweet; 

enchanted in illustrious delight to meet; 

sweeping willows from their head to their feet. 

Feared yesterday to come and say goodbye, 

not nary a heart did nil draw nigh.

-DeMaster Thomas (2011)

Happiness and Joy

 Happiness leads to Joy and Joy leads to Happiness

What is the life I was meant to live? (Now, that’s a good question-one I think we all ponder at some point in life more often than not)

Was I somewhat on track at one point? Have I always been one or the other? Why ask. Who cares. Again. so much time spent analyzing instead of living. (And again, not entirely true. My photo albums are filled with several memories, experiences, vacations, friends, family, gatherings, events, people, places and things! Good grief, man, how much do you want from life? Everything? All the pleasures and not of the pain! All of the desires and none of the consequences. No, not a sinful life; a fulfilled life; mind body and spirit. But this is deeper than the world can give; I believe what I truly desire is on the other side of life; paradise with Jesus as the throne; be patient; it’s coming 😊 )

https://applygodsword.com/what-does-the-bible-say-about-happiness/

2 Corinthians 9:6-7 The Cheerful Giver

⁶ The point is this: whoever sows sparingly will also reap sparingly, and whoever sows bountifully^[a] will also reap bountifully. ⁷ Each one must give as he has decided in his heart, not reluctantly or under compulsion, for God loves a cheerful giver.

Serving the Lord with a full heart is joyous; in joy, there is happiness; contentment is NOT  a bad word. It is far too often confused and misplaced by complacent. Contentment is good. Complacent, well, not so much.

 

Knowing this does little to solve the riddle. Can one live as they are intended and realize peace; while also being a blessing to others? (Um, yes! We just answered that! repeatedly through this journal journey! True happiness is being in cheerfully and willingly in line with the Will of God; John 10:10! Come on man! Get it together! Life is what you make it, where ever you are; from the shores of small fishing villages to skyscrapers in bustling cities…it’s true:

 

No matter where you are: serve Him and you will reap the benefits of His Love

To Be Loved

 

TO BE LOVED 

(sad but true – but yes – we should love and be loved – refer to the Secret of Life plaque; too bad I wasn’t living it out and was in my own way – Did You Ever song yet again; but again if you can “choose” to be melancholy you can “choose” to smile and be pleasant; eventually, it softens you; hopefully enough to open up and let someone in again – life is halfway over-it’s just not worth it to hold on to the past; forgive; move on; live learn grow; enjoy

DESERVE LOVE LINK

Deep down we all want to be loved, share love or experience love. However, sometimes our family history, our past relationships and our limited self-beliefs can make us feel like “I don’t deserve love”. Feeling deserving of love really comes down to our ability to see ourselves as worthy of being loved-Jessica Yaffa

I’ve dreamt a thousand live but only lived one. Imagined countless possibilities but lost focus of all. I was in denial. I played a game alright but really lost and were there really any winners? If I did the right thing, then why do I feel it was wrong? Why am I so lonely? What am I afraid of?

(Wow. Yeah, sounds like borderline Cherophobia – afraid of happiness)

HEALTHLINE.COM

but with the Bible, clean lifestyle, supporting loving family and friends, therapy, clean diet and exercise and gradual exposure to joyful events that provoke happiness in progression as tolerated, cherophobia can be overcome 😊 that’s good to know

Forgive Yourself: Yes you can

 

https://www.healthline.com/health/how-to-forgive-yourself

DEAR SELF, I FORGIVE YOU 😊

https://sunshynegray.com/how-forgive-yourself-move-on/

Five Tips For Getting Over Past Mistakes

1. Understanding Your Mistakes

Occasionally we go through life unhappily and not truly knowing why. Regret over a past mistake you committed could be causing you to feel this way.

Being regretful involves feeling bad about something you wish you had done differently. You may regret things you did do (regret of action), or regret things you didn’t do (regret of inaction).

It’s important to understand the source of your remorse and to acknowledge your rationale for doing, or not doing, whatever happened at the time.

2. Take Time To Grieve

Before you can accept that what’s done is done, you need to grieve the regrets that are presently holding you hostage.

If you feel you mistakenly missed out on an opportunity because of past decisions – such as not having children or not being closer with a family member, then take the time to grieve that loss.

If it’s not too late to alter the feeling of regret by taking some kind of action like reconciling with that family member, then take advantage of the opportunity now. Sometimes we have the opportunity to apologize if we regret how we handled a situation with another person. If there is something you can do now, do it!

Forgive, make amends, and convey your regret. We do not always have that chance, but we still need to express these upsetting emotions that could be limiting our present happiness.

3. Express Your Feelings

Write your feelings out – if only just for yourself. Bring these swarming, remorseful feelings out of your head and onto paper. Write them in a journal, or write them on a piece of paper to destroy in a way that makes you feel more fulfilled – like burning it.

Furthermore, while you’re in the process of writing, remove the words, “If only…then” from your vocabulary. Understand that worrying about the past is a potent prescription for stress and health problems. Do not make the guilty feelings more powerful by your fixation with them. You deserve to be good to yourself and have others be good to you too.

4. Accept Your Past Mistakes

Some regrets can be devastating and are not to be minimized. But there is no “delete” button for past actions or inactions. And while it may be very difficult, try to find some element of good that has come from that situation.

Remember that line from Bob Ross we mentioned earlier? “There are no mistakes – only happy accidents.” We have no choice but to accept what has happened and to think of the current options we do have.

And, while you may not be able to get over the consequences of prior decisions, you can let go of obsessing over them.

5. Learn From Your Mistakes

Make changes in your behavior to avoid similar faulty situations and decisions that brought you guilt in the past. Do not lose the lesson from the supposed loss. Consider what you could do differently today and start moving that way. How can you be a better parent, a better friend, or a better spouse?

Stop “beating yourself up” emotionally because of yesterday’s decisions and instead assess what choices you do have! It is never too late for many life opportunities – to go back to school or to learn a new skill, to connect with others in meaningful relationships, or to change your negative self-perception or attitude.

Grow past the pain of mistakes.

Grow past the shame.

Be deliberate. Be active.

Be involved in things that will bring you gladness, not guilt, for today and for the future.