GOD: how do you feel?
Me: I feel…I don’t know.
GOD: yes, you do.
Me: I feel frustrated, confused, hurt; sad.
GOD: Why?
Me: don’t know how to choose. Stuck.
GOD: Why?
Me: what will people think…will I have
remorse or regret.
GOD: Indecision.
Me: My decisions have not been successful.
I want to be. Which way is correct?
GOD: My way.
Me: How do I know what that is?
GOD: Your decisions in life should reflect
your Godly point and purpose; not the desire of the flesh or the wants of
others. It should be in line with my Will and Commandments. If it goes against
these things, reconsider your options.
Me: Like, free will?
GOD: (laughs) there is no such thing as
“free will”. There is My Will and My Will Be Done. You are held accountable
to Me. “Freedom” is a gift. You were bought and paid for with a price. Whom
the Son sets free is free indeed.
Me:
I don’t trust myself. How do I believe in myself like you believe in me?
GOD:
Trust in the LORD
with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; In all your ways
acknowledge Me and I will direct your paths.
GOD: To love yourself is to seek wisdom and
keep understanding.
Me: I don’t know how to love myself. How do I love myself like you love me?
GOD: Rely on the love I have for you. I AM
love. Whoever lives in love, lives in Me and I, in them.
Me: I think I understand. One last thing. Will the decision I make
in line with your will bring me peace? I’m afraid and I’m tired of hurting.
GOD: Peace I leave you, My peace I give you; not as the world gives, do I give to you. Do not let your heart be troubled, nor fearful. I am leaving you with a gift--peace of mind and heart.
