Feared yesterday to come and say goodbye,
not nary a heart
did nil draw nigh.
-DeMaster Thomas (2011)
Happiness leads to Joy and Joy leads to Happiness
What is the life I was meant to live? (Now, that’s a good
question-one I think we all ponder at some point in life more often than not)
Was I somewhat on track at one point? Have I always been one
or the other? Why ask. Who cares. Again. so much time spent analyzing instead
of living. (And again, not entirely true. My photo albums are filled with
several memories, experiences, vacations, friends, family, gatherings, events,
people, places and things! Good grief, man, how much do you want from life? Everything?
All the pleasures and not of the pain! All of the desires and none of the consequences.
No, not a sinful life; a fulfilled life; mind body and spirit. But this is
deeper than the world can give; I believe what I truly desire is on the other
side of life; paradise with Jesus as the throne; be patient; it’s coming 😊
)
https://applygodsword.com/what-does-the-bible-say-about-happiness/
6 The point is this: whoever sows sparingly will also reap
sparingly, and whoever sows bountifully[a] will also reap bountifully. 7 Each one must
give as he has decided in his heart, not reluctantly or under compulsion,
for God loves a cheerful giver.
Serving the Lord with a full heart is joyous; in joy, there
is happiness; contentment is NOT a bad
word. It is far too often confused and misplaced by complacent. Contentment is
good. Complacent, well, not so much.
Knowing this does little to solve the riddle. Can one live
as they are intended and realize peace; while also being a blessing to others?
(Um, yes! We just answered that! repeatedly through this journal journey! True happiness
is being in cheerfully and willingly in line with the Will of God; John 10:10! Come
on man! Get it together! Life is what you make it, where ever you are; from the
shores of small fishing villages to skyscrapers in bustling cities…it’s true:
No matter where you are: serve Him and you will reap the
benefits of His Love
TO BE LOVED
(sad but true – but yes – we should love and be loved –
refer to the Secret of Life plaque; too bad I wasn’t living it out and was in
my own way – Did You Ever song yet again; but again if you can “choose” to be melancholy
you can “choose” to smile and be pleasant; eventually, it softens you; hopefully
enough to open up and let someone in again – life is halfway over-it’s just not
worth it to hold on to the past; forgive; move on; live learn grow; enjoy
Deep down we all want to be loved, share love or experience
love. However, sometimes our family history, our past relationships and our
limited self-beliefs can make us feel like “I don’t deserve love”. Feeling
deserving of love really comes down to our ability to see ourselves as worthy
of being loved-Jessica Yaffa
I’ve dreamt a thousand live but only lived one. Imagined countless
possibilities but lost focus of all. I was in denial. I played a game alright
but really lost and were there really any winners? If I did the right thing, then
why do I feel it was wrong? Why am I so lonely? What am I afraid of?
(Wow. Yeah, sounds like borderline Cherophobia – afraid of
happiness)
but with the Bible, clean lifestyle, supporting loving
family and friends, therapy, clean diet and exercise and gradual exposure to joyful
events that provoke happiness in progression as tolerated, cherophobia can be
overcome 😊 that’s good to know
https://www.healthline.com/health/how-to-forgive-yourself
https://sunshynegray.com/how-forgive-yourself-move-on/
Occasionally we go
through life unhappily and not truly knowing why. Regret over a past mistake
you committed could be causing you to feel this way.
Being regretful involves
feeling bad about something you wish you had done differently. You may regret
things you did do (regret of action), or regret things you didn’t do (regret
of inaction).
It’s important to
understand the source of your remorse and to acknowledge your rationale for
doing, or not doing, whatever happened at the time.
Before you can accept
that what’s done is done, you need to grieve the regrets that are presently
holding you hostage.
If you feel you
mistakenly missed out on an opportunity because of past decisions – such as not
having children or not being closer with a family member, then take the time to
grieve that loss.
If it’s not too late to
alter the feeling of regret by taking some kind of action like reconciling with
that family member, then take advantage of the opportunity now. Sometimes
we have the opportunity to apologize if we regret how we handled a situation
with another person. If there is something you can do now, do it!
Forgive, make amends,
and convey your regret. We do not always have that chance, but we still need to
express these upsetting emotions that could be limiting our present happiness.
Write your feelings out
– if only just for yourself. Bring these swarming, remorseful feelings out of
your head and onto paper. Write them in a journal, or write them on a piece of
paper to destroy in a way that makes you feel more fulfilled – like burning it.
Furthermore, while
you’re in the process of writing, remove the words, “If only…then” from your
vocabulary. Understand that worrying about the past is a potent prescription
for stress and health problems. Do not make the guilty feelings more powerful
by your fixation with them. You deserve to be good to yourself and have others
be good to you too.
Some regrets can be
devastating and are not to be minimized. But there is no “delete” button for
past actions or inactions. And while it may be very difficult, try to find some
element of good that has come from that situation.
Remember that line from
Bob Ross we mentioned earlier? “There are no mistakes – only happy accidents.”
We have no choice but to accept what has happened and to think of the current
options we do have.
And, while you may not
be able to get over the consequences of prior decisions, you can let go of
obsessing over them.
Make changes in your
behavior to avoid similar faulty situations and decisions that brought you
guilt in the past. Do not lose the lesson from the supposed loss. Consider what
you could do differently today and start moving that way. How can you be a
better parent, a better friend, or a better spouse?
Stop “beating yourself
up” emotionally because of yesterday’s decisions and instead assess what
choices you do have! It is never too late for many life opportunities – to go
back to school or to learn a new skill, to connect with others in meaningful
relationships, or to change your negative self-perception or attitude.
Grow past the pain of
mistakes.
Grow past the shame.
Be deliberate. Be
active.
Be involved in things
that will bring you gladness, not guilt, for today and for the future.
sadness is a feeling meant to pass; not to live in.
There is are NO multiple genders. Masculine
and feminine. Male and female, He made them. Genesis 1:27, 1 Corinthians 15:39.
Do not conform to the ways of this world (pronouns, identify
as, etcetera – that is mockery, directly insulting to the original natural
woman and female! A man pretending to be a woman IS pedophilia and IS direct
worship of the Baphomet who was a hermaphrodite! Sexual idolatry, perversion, abuse of your
body, changing your gender, destroying your genitals in attempt to be anything
but who and what you are, is all one big slap in the face of GOD! You were fearfully
and wonderfully made. Yes, you may suffer from severe ever-increasing bouts of
gender identity disorder, but that does NOT mean Jesus cannot save you from
your disease! We are all broken and suffering in sin and you can also come out
your sin of lust, perversion and confusion by first renewing your mind and then
facing your demons head on and once you get saved, get clean and turn away from
your sin and do not return to that life.
Homosexuality will be judged right along with murder, theft,
lying and cheating and more. You do NOT have to kill, steal or destroy! This is
a choice. you do NOT have to murder, take from others, lie on another person to
bring yourself up and you do NOT have to violate the precious delicate spirit
and body you were given in this one and only life, dressing up like the
opposite sex and hating yourself. Projecting your insecurities, fears and frustrations
on to others is utterly disgusting and hurtful to you and the ones subjected to
your hurt and pain. A person who does not agree with murder is NOT phobic! They’re
not AFRAID of murder, they simply do not CONDONE KILLING PEOPLE! Homosexuality
is the same thing! Like it or not. just like suicide and abortion are still murder! no way around it. just stop doing it. period.
Jan: 2010 – The greatest ideas are born from chaos.
So, just how does Jesus do it? how doe He continue to care,
after all that we have done to ourselves? Well, He looks right into the face of
adversity and L.A.F.S. (laughs)
L. – loves
A. - accepts
F.-forgives
S.-serves
We love because He loved us first. (1 John 4:19)
God is the first love – the last love – the only love. This is
first commandment above all others.
(1 Corinthians 13:13)
So, when it seems like someone or something in life has got
you down, remember to L.A.F. – LOVE, ACCEPT, FORGIVE. Then serve, when you
serve, you smile, when you smile, you shine. 😊
entry: July 2009
So, follow it back to the beginning. Every great manmade war;
catastrophe and event, seems, from the root source, of one world order. Before man
discovered unilateral totalitarianism, he discovered relationship with the
original beings who wanted to have here, what they had in heaven; complete universal
control. (Well, this is not necessarily true. Yes, demon worshippers
exchange their love and devotion to satan for worldly possessions and power but
the deities just want to have their heyday in the spotlight like they had in
the Old Testament. But as for the “in heaven part” they NEVER ran anything in
heaven. That was, is and always will be, God’s domain and area of control.) https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Category:Deities_in_the_Hebrew_Bible
https://www.gotquestions.org/Satan-god-world.html
3-sided pyramid with all-seeing eye in the center represents
satan’s counterfeit simulated attempt to be God -all knowing, all seeing, all powerful;
but we all know this is not going to work; a creation can’t replace a creator –
epic fail on the devil’s part; no amount of blind human ignorance; technology
or plastic and metal trash will ever replace God; it’s literally impossible –
but it didn’t stop the minions from trying – F plus for effort.
This is my take and breakdown on the New World Order
1.
Left side – one world government (United
Nations/World Health Organization/World Economic Forum/Neom/15-minute cities)
2.
Right side--one belief system (religion/co-exist/Abrahamic
Family House in Saadiyat)
Bottom base—one language (replaces all forms of monies worldwide with the universal dollar/digital currency; no more exchange needed; it’s the same money everywhere in the world
https://www.forhumanfraternity.org/abrahamic-family-house/
One King all
seeing Supreme aka Lucifer = world leaders rise/fall in the execution of this
plan, since the beginning of our time.
3 sides = Trinity = man-made=satan inspired
Brought the knowledge from heaven to earth. To be ultimately
what is, irrefutably, the truth – to be god – if he can’t do it heaven, he will
attempt it on earth. Luke 10:18. …saw lucifer fall like lightning from
heaven…
PAST=PRESENT=FUTURE
NEW WORLD ORDER (?)
HEAVEN IS OLD WORLD ORDER
One government? Heaven has the Trinity (Father Son Holy Spirit)
One King? Heaven has Christ
One language? All are understood and speak Tamil in Heaven
One currency? Heaven is socialistic so all have everything
all the time
Dictator. Socialism. Eternal freedom/wealth, does this goal
sound familiar? It should. All events, from the flood of Noah to 9/11 tower
attacks, led us to this. (And ongoing…Russia/Ukraine war/Covid/train derailing/bank
failures/inflation/more from 2009 to 2023 and counting…) heaven. On. earth. Our way. The N.W.O. –
new world order.
Destructions of new world order that I can recall. Egypt,
Rome, Babel, Atlantis, Pangea, Russia, Europe, Africa, America. N.W.O. is
Luciferian Order.
Remember these. Those of you who struggle in a relationship
with children involved. Before you can be a parent to your child, you must
first be a child to your parent. Men. Before you can be a father to your child,
you must first be a child to your father.
Matthew 20:28
what this means is we should be honoring our Father in Heaven by leaning in to His Word, learning the Bible, applying it in our daily lives and teaching our children up in the way that they should go so that they do not stray from it in their adulthood. God is our Heavenly Father, He is our "dad"; we need to be his sons and daughters in Christ and then teach our children the way of the world is GARBAGE! This world is Trash! Clean it up people, please. If you're able to read this and apply it, that means there's still time to save you and your children from some percent of hell and high water in life. Not everything in this life is going to be perfect, not everything in this life is going to go your way. In this life, there will be trouble, but:
AND
Oct: 2008 – the likenesses and similarities in Krishna,
Muhammad and Buddha, finally, Jesus, are intentional. The spiritual impact was
the same. The teachings, extremely similar, even “miracles.”
(I was wrong. Jesus is the Word of God;
the rest of these demonites are all Luciferian, Alister Crowleys of their time;
did nothing but lead people into hell. Just like Joseph Smith and the rest. All
trash. All knock offs. Matthew 24:4 – 8 all day; this will continue until Jesus
returns)
All (claim) to have virgin births,
angelic hosts, disciples. Although thousands of years are between them, the
message is the same. God is real. God is alive. God is among us. So, how does
the Holy Bible trump their extraordinary existences?
(Again, it was all bull!@#$; these demonically
influenced, demonically possessed, bisexual people, suffered horribly from
severe delusional levels of narcissistic personality disorder. They were packed
chuck full of lust, greed, hate, vanity and pride. We see the repeatedly
through politicians, world leaders, religious cults, secular cults, science,
etcetera. It’s rampant and overflowing in music, movies, television and all
forms of social media everywhere. Jesus, on the other hand, was perfect. Never sinned.
Not once. The fruits of his labor literally support that he is who he says he
is and indeed, the Bible is Jesus because Jesus is the Word of God. People
trapped in the world, can’t see this, hate to heart this, it hurts. It irritates
their demons. Rattled their cage too much. Jesus is the only one who can piss
off a whole room full of atheists, religious fanatics and science believers. Why?
Because Truth Hurts but heals. Lies kill and destroy. Conclusion, God is right,
man is wrong. Get over it. please, continue)
The Bible states, false prophets, before
Jesus/after Jesus, will walk the earth, leading thousands astray. ( https://www.openbible.info/topics/lead_astray
- God’s one like or view on your post or
video on social media has more power than 8.5 billion likes or views – His view
and like is the only one that matters)
Here is the truth, according to the Creator
– before my son entered the Earth, I entered the Earth through monumental
figures through the entire world to plant the seed of the Holy Spirit and
prepare each and every nation for my love and power and my purpose. In any Holy
Figure of virgin birth, witnessed by a trinity and leaders formed to reach one,
teach one, it was I.
(Eh hem! LIES!!! All of that is trash
and simply, not true! But this is what people fall for in the world every day,
because they refuse to accept the Bible as Truth and they’re too lazy and hateful
to change! It is easier to swallow a buffet of trash than a spoonful of treasure.
Again, Mark 10:25
This is why sloth is a sin. It’s easier to be lazy and do nothing than to learn grow and do something about it! ugh, I don’t have the patience to argue with nonbelievers or Jesus’ haters, I just don’t! Jesus never argued with anybody who didn’t want to believe in Him and follow Him! He didn’t! So, why do we?
Why are people on social media, arguing with
brick walls? You fair better talking to a patch of grass. Stop arguing with
people who don’t care, don’t want to learn and don’t want to change! Stop! Stop
doing it. God doesn’t do it, Jesus didn’t do it, the disciples tried and got
checked, Luke 22:24-30, so we should not be doing it! It’s asinine. 21 verses
from God say, save your breath! You want to really make an impact a fool? Pray over
them
https://www.openbible.info/topics/arguing_with_a_fool
I
will give them an undivided heart and put a new spirit in them; I will remove
from them their heart of stone and give them a heart of flesh. Then they will
follow my decrees and be careful to keep my laws. They will be my people, and I
will be their God.
Let’s see what the journal entry says
about the rest of the LIES, LIES, LIES, that people scoop up like ice cream…good
grief.
And so, I brought forth my Son, as the
great sacrifice that I would no longer enter the Earth in human form again. it
would not be necessary, as my Son has completed my legacy. I Am of all to every
corner of the Earth, past, present and future. My Will has been done in
accordance with my command.
And lastly, my Son will come again for a
final time to your Earth to complete the final chapter of my master plan. For you
and I to live in peace; free from sin and death, as I intended.
